| I moved here, for somehow I cant find the way to compose in my multiply site, which upset me a little bit, I miss home ...
I had a dream.
Actually, i should say i had a special dream out of those I've had recently.
I dreamed of Him, God.
As the dream gradually faded out, I only remember there are many people from Grace as well as my previous boy friend, Rich. In my dream, I m still floundering in the seemingly insoluble problem, should I marry him? While I m tired of this repeated question, I went out with friends. Strictly speaking, they are not all my friends, some of them I even dont know at all, yet, it's still so fun. Bright smiles like flowers bloom in everyone's face. They are all so pretty...
Until, there's a man who looks like Joy in Friends(well, maybe it has something to do that I watched Firends until 3 am ) coming with a mirror. He spoke to us , not everyone we saw is as kind as they appeared. He used the mirror to mirror the surrounding people. Some of them remain the same, while others turns out to be distorted, horrible figures, devils.
I m so terrifed, but feel secure with Him. He wield his sword and there was lightening coming out from the sword directly destroyed them. Next comes a heroic scene, I leaned on his firm chest (well...is it disrespectful to God? I shouldnt image him as a good looking , heroic guy , isnt it?) .
But , I felt so secure except I should be His daughter instead, not a seeming admirer :(
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